On the Greyhound Bus to Toronto

Just finished my 3day trip in Toronto. Loved it! On the bus now going to the Niagara falls now! bout half an hour more before we reach!

Anyways, just some updates! I just watched my FIRST STANDUP COMEDY yesterday! its super funny! a little vulgar though. I didnt really get every single joke but its certainly an experience. Its a pity singapore doesnt have such stuff! The wit and spontaneity of the comedians impressed me! But what shocked me even more.... was how Canadians were so liberal... and troubled. HAHA.... jokes made out of their marriage/affair/what nots life! And they are definitely not afraid to reveal anything which will be condemned by the Singaporean/Asian society. While munching on my fries, I suddenly felt glad to be living in a much more peaceful and simple country. Maybe its just my social circle! makes me feel really innocent and UN-complicated. Which is a good thing i guess (: Oh that was the last item on Hawrer's Must-do-list! So, GREAT! satisfied!

Anyways, I havent been really faithful on my quiet time recently. Haven't been spending sufficient time with God. yea, i better do something about it. Busy-ness and fatigue are no excuses... Speaking of which, during quiet time yesterday, I asked God... about the level of my emotional independence. Somehow I know... only Him alone can provide the kind/amount of love I really want. But yesterday... I realise... no matter what, though nothing can compare to God's love for me, I still yearn for affection. and... it was then that I realise.... i kinda misunderstood the real meaning of God's love for myself. His love is definitely all-encompassing because He loves us wholeheartedly... but in the very same way... He wants us to receive and have the love from all around us as well. To put it simply... having God's love is simply not enough.. haha! oh wells. im starting to speak incoherently... maybe i'll return to this topic again.. when I've really thought through it properly...